Take It or Leave It?

I just got a phone call from my interviewer about two hours ago. He said that their company accepts me as their staff and asked me when I can join with them. I had the second interview with them on yesterday but today they already decided to accept me. I confused at this moment, whether I would accept it or not.

Actually, I never apply a vacancy at this company. They got the reference from my cousin who works at their company. She heard that her boss open vacancy for Jakarta employee and she recommend me to her boss. Then her boss called me and asked for interview. I just came for the interviewed and don’t know the position of the vacancy. This is the first time I came to interviewed but never know which position I applied.

I had the second interviewed with them on yesterday and they just tell me that my position as Operational Chief. The jobs descriptions are such as monitoring sales, quotation, payment and delivery. That’s just the outline. It’s more complicated than that. The more important thing is their working days are from Monday to Saturday. As long as I’m working, I never got the company which had working days from Monday ‘til Saturday. I always got the working days from Monday ‘til Friday. This is the first time for me if I accept this job.

My Operational Director suddenly called me to enter his room one hour ago and asked me about my educational background. He seems surprised when I said I graduated as an architect. Then after talked about our company a little bit, then suddenly he suggests me to find another job which can offer me good prospect and better salary. Of course, I surprised because when I told him months ago that I prefer to find another job than to stay at here, he told me that I better stayed. Now I thought maybe this is the time for me to change my career and accept this new opportunities. Just let me think it again…Take it or leave it???

3 Times Shocked

Lately, it’s seemed that I had so much trouble around me. I got sick but still come to office. Actually, I don’t need to come today but I must finish some urgent documents and send it to our clients immediately. Moreover, I had important things to do today and it really worth to try, hopefully that I got better at the noon. I feel really exhausted, maybe I should take day off.

The First Shocked
When I came to office yesterday morning, everything goes smoothly. Nothing change and I feel comfortable even though I caught fever and little cough. But, when my boss came to office, he called me to enter his room. He told me that our company only works until end of this month. Start from May 2008, it would be closed. It first shocked that I’ve got. I know the signal months ago but still not prepared for this day and I know that would affected to me so much because as my boss told me that I would be transferred to his another company but deep inside my heart, I still feel something loss. I know this company very well because I follow the progress of this company from the start. I handle all the official documents of this company. Very pity hah??!! I need time for assimilate with the situation and condition. I think I would be moody for next few days.

For Second and Third Shocked, I won’t tell in details only for the outline.

The Second Shocked
I got this from one of my friends. It’s better for me if I don’t know what she wants to said with me. I should close my ears when she told me about this. It’s too late now; I already know it and I can’t erase it from my memory. I have no energy and feel blank. It’s takes time to cheer me up again. I don’t know how I should react when I meet her again.

The Third Shocked
I received one email and it’s really shocked me. This is the last strike. No more trouble around me, I’m not sure if I can hold on anymore. Actually, I should read this mail for one second and leave it. Hey…it’s not my characters to let anything go before I found the answer. I really regret that finally I know the answer. Regret is useless; I must gather all my energy now. I can’t concern with my work now, all is messed and blank.

Ohhh…I really miss my best friend if only she at here now.

Bad Love

Rating:
2.50 of 5.00

Korean Title: 못된 사랑 (Mos-toen Sa-rang)
Also known as: Mistake of Love / Wretched Love / Screwed-Up Love / Cruel Love
Genre: Romance Drama
Episodes: 20
Broadcast Network: KBS2
Official Website: KBS – Bad Love
Website in English: KBS Global Marketing, KBS World

Cast:
Kwon Sang Woo, Lee Yo Won, Kim Sung Soo, Cha Ye Ryeon, Kim Ga-yeon

Production Credits:
Producer: Kwon Gye Hong (권계홍)
Script Writer: Lee Yoo Jin (이유진)
Director : Kwon Gye-hong
Writer : Yi Yu-jin

Ost:
01. Prologue mot nan sarang
02. Ga seum ee seul puh – Tei
03. Mal uhb shi ool duh ra do – T (Tasha)
04. Geu ri oom do sarang gat ah suh – Seo Young Eun
05. Ga seum eh suh ji wuh yo – KSW
06. Geu dae neun ba ram – Shin Hye Sung
07. Nae ga seum ee ha neun mal – Lee Woo Sang
08. Joong dok – Just
09. Chun sang eh Waltz – Red Rain
10. Nae ga seum ee ha neun mal (Acoustic) – Two Some
11. Nae sarang ee ya – MAC

Synopsis:
They say there is nothing else you could wish for as long as you are in love. But people tend to expect quite a lot from those they love. They say pride does not matter when you are in love, but many lovers break up because their self-esteem is hurt. They say love alone will do when you are in love, but we eventually keep turning our eyes to the demands of reality. They say love has no reasons, but people always love for a reason. Maybe that’s why God bestowed love to humans as the biggest punishment for their greed. A bad and wicked love…

If you love someone, you should expect nothing in return.
But most expect so much from the loved one.

If you love someone, you should leave your pride aside.
But most let go of the loved one because of pride.

If you love someone, you say the other’s heart is all you need.
But most end up looking at the reality.

You say your love has no reason.
In fact, most love for a reason.

Maybe that’s why God allowed the most cruel, painful love to the greedy.

Na In Jung struggles with her love between the rather cold and rebellious Yong Ki and a successful businessman, Soo Hwan. Kang Yong Ki is a pop culture artist. He was separated from his first love, Jo Ann, and still carries the wound that he suffered from their relationship. His half sister is Joo Ran who is married to Soo Hwan. Soo Hwan begins an affair with In Jung but he only has ambition for the CEO position of Yong Ki’s father’s company. Soon after he discovers that his ambition does not fill the emptiness that he has inside and realizes he needs In Jung. But In Jung and Yong Ki have already fallen in love with each other. Will In Jung go back to her first love or stay with Yong Ki?

2 cents:
Overall the idea of story line was good and entertaining but toward to the end the story bit dragging. There’s had so much unnecessary scene :( The characters were ok and I hate the antagonist. The girl who’s similar with Joo Ran’s face really annoying, I can’t stand with her. The soundtrack sounds good but I only like two songs. And oh yeah, I like when Yong Ki plays Queen’s song (I want to break free) in the car and sing it, it makes me giggle and I attached with that song.

Bad Love or Cruel Love???

Bad Love cover

I am watching Kdrama which is called Bad Love aka Cruel Love currently. I started watching it on Sunday. At First, I’m not interest with this drama. I prefer to watch dorama which called Hotaru no Hikari but I had some problems with my player when I tried to watch the episode 2 of this series. The subs of episode 2 won’t appear at my player. If I played episode 2, the episode 1’s subs always appear as episode 2’s subs. Strange…But I thought that the problem is on my player.

Until today, I only reached up until episode 11. 9 more episodes to go, but so far it’s good and entertaining but I can’t say it’s exciting. The story is about one girl who had an affair with her lover’s brother in law at the past. In-jung had an affair with Soo-hwan who’s already married with Yong-ki’s step sister, Joo-ran. After their affairs was discovered by Joo-ran and Soo-hwan must broke up with In-jung, In-jung got so many problems and ruin her life so she decided to live at small village. 5 years later, she met Yong-ki at this village and they fall in love with each other. Yong-ki runs to this village because he wants to spread his lover ash, Jo Ann. Jo Ann died because she can’t stand with Yong-ki’s possessives and decided to commit suicide. When Yong-ki found out about In-jung’s affair at the past then their love started to have so many problems. So far, I like Yong-ki’s character and don’t know if I would still likes it or not at the end. I won’t tell you what happened next, you must watch it by yourself :p

Kang Yong-ki

The most important is while watching this drama, I had so much good sight of Kwon Sang Woo who played the character Yong-ki. Sometimes he looks handsome and sometimes not. You can see his style at above picture. So cute huh :p

Na In-jung

Lee Yo Won, she looks pretty with this outfit but wait until 5 years later when In-jung met Yong-ki, she’s not cute at all :(

Lee Soo-hwan

Kim Sung Soo. As Lee Soo-hwan he is so egoist.

Jo Ann

Cha Ye Ryeon. Hmm…she looks pretty at the first but I don’t likes her character as Jo Ann. Don’t know why she decided to commit suicide as her solution.

I’ve Been Tagged

I was tagged by Monica and she noticed me. I told her that I already tagged by her but it doesn’t mean I must tag anyone else and she told me that I can’t do that :p

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from below and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.

1. What do you really really want right now?
I want to have a relaxation and traveling to anywhere as long as I can stay away from my job right now because I feel boring and exhausted with my job lately.

2. If you can turn into anything, what do you wish you can turn into?
I don’t think that I would like to turn into anything; I feel satisfied with myself and enjoyed my life right now and don’t want to turn to anything.

3. How are you feeling now?
Boring and exhausted, I need holidays.

4. Where is the place that you want to go most?
I want to travel around the world but I know exactly that can’t be fullfil and for my another options, I want to go to my grandma’s house and as usually I can feel comfort and warm at there but unfortunately it’s outside town and I must wait until I got holidays to go to there.

5. If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
I want to a happy family and enjoyed this life with them with full of love and laugh. I want to have my own house too and fill joyful in it with my happy family. Sound so cliché? Yeahhh…but I don’t care.

6. Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
Yes, I’ve seen it but it doesn’t mean that after the rain you can see the rainbow. Rainbow just appeared sometimes. Rain would wipe away all the dust and refresh the air for us and if there’s had rainbow, just take it as good sight.

7. Do you think religion is redundant?
Absolutely no.

8. What cheers you up for the rest of the day?
When I’m listening song which describe how I feel at the moment.

9. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
Yes, I would but I must sure that he loves me too before I confess to him.

10. List out three good things of the person who tagged you.
a) She is a good mom for her child
b) She is an optimistic person
c) She know what she want

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Loving, caring and honesty. Don’t forget with the faithfulness.

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
Liars and betrayers.

13. What would you do if you won a million dollars?
I’ll give half of it to my mom and buy house for myself and I’ll invest the rest.

14. What would you wanna be after you’re dead?
I wanna be remembered by friends and family because of my kindness not for the bad things which I may do to them unconsciously.

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
Careless, sometimes I can’t stand with this character but still can’t resist acting like that.

16. What would you most want to achieve right now?
I want to have a good income.

17. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
No doubt, it’s my families.

18. If there’s one thing in your life you want to do but yet unable to, what would it be?
I wanted to take care my grandma as she take care of me when I was a child.

19. What do you see yourself as in the next 10 years?
I will have husband and some child. And we are a happy family.

20. What is your favorite color, why?
Blue is my favorites because it can makes me comfortable.

I’m tagging these people:
1. Henny
2. Irene
3. Evrita
4. Tina
5. Errr…from here and next I don’t know, I quit :p